Then she said…..
All these stupid romances have been excellent fodder for song writing, painful, rage inducing and generally fucked up but amazing for song writing. It’s hard to explain the feeling. When you are so full of vitriol and you have lots of words running through your head and you sit down with a lap top and a beat or start to play your Tele really loud in your bedroom and swear bloody murder and huff and puff all over the place. Sometimes….something happens and all those emotions become something of their own. A song. Depending on who you talk to these song can be “edgy” “raw” “real” songs or they can make you a class A “boner killer” or “man hater”. So what?
Lately I have met someone new, well…met them in a new way. And to my absolute surprise and wonderment they are generous, loving, sincere and wanting to spend time (with ME). So all of a sudden (after the obligatory initial panic and insecurity) I am in this crazy romantic blissful place. What now for the songs?
Well they keep coming…. but they are different. They are sweet. They are… not what I’m used to.
Sounds all very self pitying I know but seriously it has been a while since I’ve felt this good about love. So I am reconciling myself with the reality of writing love songs that aren’t based around the “why won’t you just love me dammit!” theme and more about the “you are the sunshine of my life” theme.
Who knows….it could turn into a pretty good album.
"An only child, a Cancer, a sometimes moody, otherwise confessional SERI VIDA has been throwing tantrums on stages across Melbourne since fronting THE PANG in 2009. VIDA has since moved on to more personal projects, dissecting her musical persona to discover a sound uniquely her own.